Here I sit knowing I haven't written an entry in quite a while. It isn't that I have not wanted to write because I have. Now we are close to halfway through October and I haven't made an entry for the entire month.
I can think of several reason that I haven't written. One thing is that I am really trying to keep from writing about politics. I know I have written a couple about politics, but it was because I felt something needed to be said. Truth is, this election year has disgusted me more than any other election I can remember. From the Presidential campaign down to my Representative in the U.S. House have been so lacking in class that it isn't worth talking about. I will vote, but I am trying not to get too involved in it this year. The toughest race in Missouri this year is a Republican who has made national headlines for stupidity and an incumbent Democrat who says one thing while doing the opposite for the last six years.
Then there is the fact that I could write entry after entry about Missouri's first year in the Southeastern Conference in spite of losing their first three SEC games with Alabama coming to visit this weekend. I could write about hoping for an upset that will not happen Saturday. What I am too aware of is the fact that I could really burn out some of my readers on the topic and have to defend my statements about the upcoming game after the massacre is completed.
I could write some more about the heart attack that struck me on August 28 and the rehab I am going through right now to get myself back to healthy. I could write about the changes in excersize and diet
and how I am feeling the effects of everything that comes along with a heart attack. I plan on writing about those topics in the future. It seems like I still have a lot to learn about what happened to me though and feel it would be better if I had a better understanding of it.
The World Series is coming up and I imagine I will be writing some about baseball in the next few weeks. I thought about writing about Detroit's Cabrera winning the Triple Crown in baseball and how it is the first time that my son ever saw a Triple Crown winner in his lifetime. Although I am very happy to see someone win the Triple Crown after all these years, it also has a sad side to it for me. You see, the last time someone won a Triple Crown was way back in 1967 when Carl Yastrzemski took the Triple Crown. If you have been reading me for a good while, you then know that Yaz was and is and always will be one of my biggest heroes from the world of baseball. Yaz is no longer the last player to win the Triple Crown. I am dealing with that.
I could write about depression and anxiety but even I get tired of writing about that part of my life. It is so depressing sometimes.
A post about the trees changing in Missouri this fall would be rather bland. The summer drought started taking the beauty out of the trees about the last week of July. The blandness of the trees are carrying through to the fall. The colors just aren't quite as bright as they usually are and they are changing color much slower. It is the blandest fall I can remember in this wonderful beautiful state.
I thought about posting a poem or a song, but that is the lazy way out of writing. It has been so long since I have written I feel like I should at least make an effort to write something intelligible instead of putting up someone else's words.
The Supreme Court is busy hearing arguments now and there are going to be some big cases that could effect all of us in the United States. I am looking forward to this term of the Court. Since the Chief went rogue on conservatives to end last years session, everyone who follows the court is watching with great interest to see how he responds during this term.
So you see, I do have a lot to write about. I am not sure which topics I want to hit and in what order. I will address these things though and now that I have got something written down, I am hoping it will break up the writer's block that I am fighting.
So this is the first entry for October of 2012. It is a post about nothing. It worked for Seinfeld, I see no reason why it shouldn't work for me.
Now I make a promise. Not a promise to my readers, but a promise to myself. I am going to get back on the writing train. There are a lot of things that have happened as I described, but there are also a lot of things that are going to happen. Time for me to get back on top of things.
Thanks for the patience. I say that to you, as well as myself.