I face lots of situations that can make me uncomfortable and among these are noise. When I say uncomfortable, I mean that it makes me want to get away from it. It causes my breathing to increase and heart to palpitate and I feel like my body is shutting down. Noise sometimes triggers a small panic attack that feels like I am surrounded and crowded and everything is closing in on me. I don't like the feeling noise sometimes brings upon me.
Noise is everywhere though and it seems like there is no escape from it. Noise has become a part of life for all of us. It wasn't always that way. There were spaces of time when noise was replaced by sound. Late at night for example, the busy noise of day to day life can be replaced by sound if you are in the right place and lucky enough. Sounds of nature. Crickets and frogs, a soft breeze rustling the trees, and water gently lapping at the shore. Sound is much better than noise. I suppose that it is still possible to somehow get away from noise and listen to sound but it is difficult.
There are lots of different kinds of noise. A crowded noisy sports bar is one of the worst for me. Televisions going, people talking over each other and as the talking continues to go it seems to get louder as some people need to make themselves heard. Soon it doesn't even sound like talk but just a wall of noise in which as hard as people try, they can't hear one other. Along with this is the constant sound of those cell phones ringing, playing songs at a volume that can be heard over the crowd instead of vibrating quietly to let the desired party know that someone is calling.
Cell phones. While we are here let's talk about these wonders of technology. We can not go anywhere without a cell phone. Have to be in constant touch with everyone. Heaven forbid if a cell phone rings and isn't answered. Do we really need to be in constant contact all the time? There was a time when you weren't home, people who wanted to just chat would have to wait until you did get home where you could talk to them without half the city hearing your private conversation. Cell phones add another level to the noise of life.
Loud talkers. Some people simply have a loud voice. It isn't their fault, it is just the way they are. Still, when I am trying to talk to someone or, more my situation is when I am trying to work, and a loud voice comes walking through the room I cringe. Those loud vocal chords send shivers down my spine and interfere with my thinking or my own conversation. Sometimes at the office, it gets so noisy while I am trying to work that I have to get up and go outside. I get irritable and frustrated because I have work to do that is always under a hard deadline. When I get outside there is sure to be a train coming down the tracks blowing his horn to warn anyone up ahead that it is coming.
Note: Train rails and wheels and whistles are NOT noise. They make a beautiful sound to my mind and tend to relax me. Trains are GOOD.
Cars and motorcycles are noisy and a lot of times for no reason other than to be noisy. I like to listen to music in my car and there are times when a car with this obnoxious booming bass pulls up beside me and even though my windows are all up, they rattle and the booming bass drowns out the music in my own car. As far as Motorcycles go, put a muffler on those things. PLEASE.
Kid noise can be good or it can be bad. Lots of kids giggling is not noise. That is something like the music of life. One kid crying is not bad, but when one kid cries, if there are other kids around it spreads like chickenpox. When you get multiple kids putting on fits of anger or unhappiness, it becomes one of the most unbearable noises to me. More than anything, this type of noise is likely to force me outside to get away from it.
Music is not noise unless it is not really music. Real music is music that I like. Anything else is just noise. Rap/hip hop is noise. John Lennon is music.
Finding a quiet place to eat is next to impossible anymore although there are places that do exist.
I don't know where I expected this to head, I just wrote the thoughts as they popped into my head. I hate noise and each day technology brings more noise into our lives or rather we let technology do that. Do we have to have cell phones with obnoxious ring tones? Do we have to yell into a cell phone when we use them? Does television have to be turned up so loud you can't read while someone else is watching one?
The worst kind of noise are big talkers. Not loud talkers but big talkers. People who talk with authority about things they know nothing about. People who talk and talk and you know deep inside you can't believe a word they are saying. It is noise for noise sake. People who like to hear themselves opine on anything and everything. People who will say anything to make themselves look good instead of being honest not only with the ones they are talking to, but honest with themselves. To me that is the worst kind of noise and the major one that I want to just walk away from and I do walk away from these big talkers at times. I like to trust people, but over the years I have become more jaded in trusting people who are simply making themselves look as good as they can, mainly for themselves I think.
There are a lot times when I can't wait to arrive at the point in life where it is totally quiet forever. That sounds so inviting at times. Just pure quiet and silence. We do get to a point in life where silence takes over. We all do.
Well that is enough noise from me tonight. going to shutup and go listen to some music as I try to sleep.
My hope is for all of you to be able to experience more sound and less noise in life. More sound and less noise might just make it easier for all of us to get along.